As the relatinship progressed we became more then Master and slave to one another but that was always the foundations of our relationship and that made me happier and more at peace with myself then I had been in a long long time.
Outside my window- The sky is blue with only a few white fluffy clouds breaking up the beautiful blue.
Despite the fact that Master and I did nothing scene related yesterday and pretty much had another day of vanilla this morning I woke up feeling more focused and knowing that being a slave is exactly what I want and exactly what makes me feel happy and at peace with my life.
In letting go, in surrending and giving up my freedom I feel more freedom then I have in a long long time.
Rational: As per the morning ritual this ritual reinforces the Master's and slaves positions allowing for no confussion as to who is in control.
Today was no exception by the time he finished caning me the tears were flowing and then I was shocked and a little confussed when he didn't just stop and hold me like he has in the past.
Right now i just want my life to be normal again, I want the structure, the rules the protocol back, I want the security of knowing that I belong to someone back but I don't know if we will ever get back to that.
There are few nerves ending in the muscular walls of the vagina.